A Somber 5th

I was all set to post exciting news and pictures from the weekend (and others that are still floating in draft form), but some somber news last night has ripped any desire to express joy at anything at the moment.  One day you are laughing and talking about things to do in the future, and another you don't know if you will ever see that person again.  All I can do is hope and pray (and cry and consume a beverage of choice) and wait until we hear any news.  I'm scared.  Scared for her, for her family, her friends, my team.  Willing the world with all that I have to let her get better.